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atleast my flowers and sage plants are still kickin [17 Aug 2009|06:45am]
so here i am almost seven in the morning and i cant sleep. i dont even know what goes on in my head anymore i might be getting a job at big tomato but at this point i could care less about anything even though i owe everything and everyone ever a million bucks i still dont care. i finally got my sweet tooth removed a few weeks ago at broadlawns, i waited 4 hours alone in the waiting room until they called me in then ripped it out which was probably one of the most painful things ive ever had to deal with, at the end covered in my own sweat and about ready to passout, they showed me the tooth but wouldnt let me keep it. i spent two years thinking i was going to be able to keep the tooth thats been screwin me over somuch but no. and ofcourse came the drysocket. i spent two weeks recovering from that and its just now starting to heal it was basically like trading pain for greater pain but whatever

lastnight i made chocolate chip zucchini bread with my nephew he really liked it and so did everyone else in my family i was pretty proud since it was my first time attempting to make bread
i have to figure out what im going to do this year, its kind of weird but i think everyone is going to move out of my house and go their seperate ways here pretty soon i dont know how im going to deal with that but i shouldnt stay much longer anyway i just want to tour with sequoia forever

i still think about alot of things that i miss and it hurts everytime and i dont know why but i keep blacking them out with the coldest of shoulders it seems to be my only coping mechanism. this has probably been the lonliest summer of my life maybe its because i havent been crawling out of any bongs for about two months whoknows all i know is that i left you behind somewhere and now all ive left is me talking to you like im trying to channel ghosts

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me bein gay [07 Jul 2009|09:22pm]
im sorry i suck abunch i get frustrated when we cant feel the butterflies anymore n how i just wish we could go back to our summer of whisky secret beaches and the beatles because those were the only times that mattered and i feel like the fireflies will never glow as bright as they did then
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[10 Jan 2009|03:57pm]
[ mood | grateful ]

hitchin to new mexico in this weather kinda makes me scared that i wont come back in one piece or even at all. i liked how the butterflies were never expected either. some one burn a candle or a banishing spell for us, and stay sunny.

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oh hell yah [21 Dec 2008|05:21pm]
1. What's your name?

2. What is your favorite thing to wear?
the sun cap/rising sun hooded shirt

3. Last thing you ate?
indian buffet mothefuckerr

4. One place you will NEVER eat at?
red lobster motherfuckno

5. I say Shotgun, you say:
wedding mann

6. Last person you hugged?
some trick

7. Does anyone you know wanna date you?
oh shit mannnnnn

8. Would you date anyone you met online?

9. Name something you like physically about yourself:
im just a kid with a problem

10. The last place you went out to dinner to?
indian buffet mannnnn

11. Who is your best friend?
mary especially when shes got the herb yaknow mann

12. What time of the day is it?
4:20 1969

13. Who/What made you angry today?
thrashin through the snow in cowboy boots suckkyy

14. Baseball or Football?

15. Ever gone skinny dipping?
oh fuckkkk mannn

16. Favorite type of Food?

17. Favorite holiday:
ween the band

18. Do you download music:
too burnt to operate anything electronic

19. Do you care if your socks are dirty?
yah but lifes rough

20. Opinion of Chinese symbol tattoos?
always whatever

21. Would you date the person who posted this?
i cant even read

22. Has anyone ever sang or played for you personally?
nah man i do the singin

23. Do you love anyone?
loves a messedup thing mannn

24. Are colored contact lenses sexy?
maybe man i dont know

25. Have you ever bungee jumped?

26. Have you ever gone white-water rafting?
cant swim motherfuckerr

27. Has anyone ten years older than you ever hit on you?
nahman people dont dig the skeezies

28. How many pets do you have?
not enoughh

29. Have you met a real redneck?
yah man messedup

30. How is the weather right now?
cruel and unusual

31. What are you listening to right now?
the fan spinning

32. What is your current favorite song?
loner time warp kinda stuff

33. What was the last movie you watched?
the live action mario bros movie it suckked

34. Do you wear contacts?
nah dog nah

35. Where was the last place you went besides your house?
sammy boys

36. What are you afraid of?
cops and ufos

37. How many piercings have you had?
none man

38. What piercings do you want?

39. What's one thing you've learned this year?
bongs are hazardous to ones mental health

40. What do you usually order from Starbucks?

41. What Magazines are you reading?
sage weekly

42. Have you ever fired a gun:
too burnt to operate weapons

43. Are you missing someone?
44. Favorite TV show?
no cable

45. Do you have an obession with WoW?

46. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celeb?
yah man it sucks mann

47. What celeb do you look like?
all of them mann

48. Who would you like to see right now?
errbody in the club gettin tipsy

49. Favorite movie of all time?
i just decided my favorite one the otherday but i already forgot

50. Do you find yourself loved?
yah man totally always man

51. Have you ever been caught doing something you weren't suppose to?
always man

52. Favorite smell?

53. Butter, plain, or salted popcorn?
not my gig man

54. What's something that really bugs you?
real life

55. Do you like Michael Jackson?
just jackson five

56. Taco Bell or Burger King?

57. What's your favorite perfume?
i dont smell pretty

58. Favorite baseball team?
the bulls mannnn oshitttttt

59. Ever call a 1-900 phone number?
call the cops

60. What's the longest time you've gone without sleep?
ta grip

61. Last time you went bowling?
kinda went when oldboy  and i were waiting at the greyhound station and there was a bowling arcade game it was pretty violent

62. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
tree houses woods i dont knowmannn

63. Who was your last phone call?
the cops to report this ufo

64. Last time you were at work?

65. What's the closest orange object to you?
a zine in this dudes house where i got paid in pot to hangout with his fuckin cute cattttt

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[15 Dec 2008|01:53pm]
sunny days
purple haze

sun witch
eternal banishing spell

always n whatever
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[04 Jun 2008|03:24pm]
ohai lj
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[24 Apr 2008|02:35am]
you know youre broke when you have to look for the "post" link on lj 
i tripped over a black cat and im still falling
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[18 Mar 2008|11:35am]
so i got into a car accident friday night, and had to stay in the hospital for a collapsed lung. i just got out and i feel really weird about things i feel like i had an epiphany but im not sure what its really about yet. i guess the most i can think about is howmuch people really do care about me its mind boggling thanks to everyone that came and saw me while i was stuck there maybe its all the viccodin talkin but i love you all
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[09 Mar 2008|03:50pm]
i think i infected my septum piercing by putting party bones through it lastnight
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[26 Feb 2008|02:37pm]
that kids face is so flat, i could write my english paper on it
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[13 Jan 2008|02:58pm]
the orphanage messed my world up go see it.. so scary
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[11 Dec 2007|10:28pm]
fuck having jury duty AGAIN tomorrow
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[10 Dec 2007|02:00pm]
FUCK jury duty
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uh oh its mournin' time again [26 Nov 2007|10:18pm]
i bought a new record player for the first time in a year and hope flew into my bedroom again 
things feel like theyre getting better and better lately i cant say that there is one thing i am not content with 

andd this car but in brown is comin at me this thursday via paps. though i havent done a thing to get my license yet its still nice to know she will be waiting for me when i do.
my sisters wedding is also this week thats a weird one but im happy for her.

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"black friday" [23 Nov 2007|04:55pm]
 430am to 430pm shifts dont got shit on me
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[21 Nov 2007|02:58pm]
FUCK the snow
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[12 Nov 2007|01:21pm]
black metal in the foodcourt!
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[11 Nov 2007|09:57pm]
sometimes comatose sounds really good
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[14 Oct 2007|05:42pm]
so i started my new job today it wasnt anything special, i just opened boxes and put clothes on racks for six hours so i just did alot of thinking and thinking and thinking and sometimes talk to my coworker, melvin hes a machinist and he likes listening to the oldies too. i work like of this week except for two days its pretty shitty and i dont want to be a working man but i guess we all have to growup sometime.
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[08 Oct 2007|02:53pm]

hang in there guys

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